Its been 2years i abandoned my bloggie. Well, still the same with my laziness to bloggie and now because of im freaking free at the moment to bloggie.

Here my life..work > money > home > with my love > sleep..doing this in my daily routine. Lols! I know its very boring life right? Its okay...i still enjoy every part of my life especially with her. I wondering i how long do we can stay (i hope will be last long as we could), she taught me alot thing in my life and i've learned it! She's the one whom make my life fullfill everything although not with alot money but in love we had. Thanks baby!

so fast its my BIRTHDAY !
hiippp hipppp hurrray  ! 
so fast get older another year. muahahaha ~ ! i've a great celebration birthday blast with my babyV and friends. XOXO ~
thank you everyone who celebrate my birthday especially my dear babyV (my pig), she always put alots efforts in my birthday celebration and she did cheer me up with the surprises ! 
on 8th sept 2012 and 9th sept 2012, she bring me to melacca and port dickson.
firstly we headed to melacca for first station and we have alots of fun, we did overnight. the next day on my actual day, we walked around melacca and went to pd for a beach relaxation and seafood lunch before we went back to kl. hehe ~ although is nothing much, but i did relax myself when she's around me and cheer me up. we laugh out loud like nobody business. hehe.

babyV, i always do love you. XOXO ~

our love date. hehe.

thank you alot to my friends that celebrate my birthday. =)

Yiruma - Love me

hey, whatsup here and its SEPTEMBER month. 

here i am again to bloggie up, been stress out from work these few days. everything come in once. im fucked up dy but luckily i have you all the worst thing happen when im fall. yes, its HER again..my babyV. she's the precious for me, she hold me up when im stress and depression. she make me laugh out loud when she's understand my heart dont feel happy. i thought this month will be my lucky month but seems nothing its go smooth. im been stressful and not happy these days. i cant even smile out, even tho its fake smile. but its her who can make my day pass thru. i will told myself not to be like this anymore, i will let her to see my smile everyday ! she's priceless for me, i need her alots in my life. 

im been scrolling people's wedding picture and i dont know why. i can see how happily of them. as i wish to be with her in wedding pictures as well. =) its so sweet and i can imagine it. hee ! how lovely ! as my heart seriously cant without her and i need her in my life so badly. i've never have such a great bf ever. its been 2 years and 3 months. time pass so fast and we have alots sweet and bitter memories we've been thru. no matter what we get thru, we still belongs to each other in heart. i still love you my baby boo ! 

this picture as alot people saying that we like taking wedding photoshoot. LOL !

the truth behind the smile.


been working till stress out and frustated. as i put alot effort in this company and i get nothing at all. damn it. anyway, i still have my patient and see whats will happen next round. nowadays im stress out till my bad temper comes again and i dont know why. i dont feel im being myself. im trying hard to look back myself, where's me ? what can i do? all i get support is from my family and my baby right now. they gave me alot advice when i bloated out my stress. thank you mum and dad as well my baby. thanks for being supportive for me ! i love you all ! but for nowadays, i keep myself quite sometimes. im stress, i've keep. im frustated, i've keep. im focusing alots in this company and i feel they dont appreciate. seriously should i continue this job ? BIG SIGH. just choose the right path i should. =) 

hello! 
im back to here. i know been few months i dint update due my lazyness and busy. since im so free now so i update something for my life whats happening. last 3 weeks went over to taiwan with my babyV and friends. for me and baby its to celebrate our 2 years anniversary. time quite so fast and now we're together for two years..phheww. we still loving and sweet as usual. <3 hmmm..actually i've nothing to update about. just kinda crap here around..but....baby, i still love you alots !!!!!! heee ~

<3

hello to my bloggie.
been ages i dint touch you. =)
what should i post about what happening these few months? 
been busy with my love, my friends, my family and my job. 


for my job,
yea, its a year i worked for this company but i really do enjoy work with them..unfortunately, kinda stress out sometimes but i'll never give up. no matter how people talk about me, i wont care. i will hardworking to achieve what i dream of. i will be a successful person that make you all to proud of me. =) 


for my love, 
you're always my everything in my life. you're the one who important in my heart. you're the only i always care of. you're the one i love the most. <3 i always love you !

for my family,
they getting not to worried about me. i have independence about myself and they saw i have a stable job and able earn money for myself and for family. i love my family more than everything <3


for my beloved friends,
they still as usual, we will hang out when whoever birthday celebration and out for a drink when everyone is free time. <3 i still love them. 


this is only fully happening around me. i will appreciate every moment with them. i love the memories we had together ~ 

late xmas party with my girls.

we celebrate at SERI CEMPAKA SUITES again. i dont have many photos cz all with pamela's sis camera. =) all i have this few. haha ! i took my off day on that day and done everything with friend help out. so let the pictures do the talk. i lazy to post out. haha!

early christmas trip.

we're heading to cameron highlands for our christmas trip. =) how lovely, been ages never been to there since when im childhood with family and now big girl with friends. we been there for 3days 2nights, we rent an apartment for our stay. not bad the place enough for like 10peoples to stay over. hmmmm.

day one,

we head to ipoh for some ipoh famous food and for me is first time to go ipoh.=) the day is sunny and good weather. afterthat, we head to CH, we was wow ! its really so cold up there..time for relaxing for all of us. once reach everyone get everything done and surround our steamboat pot. yum yum ~ we've play till all night long.=)

day two,

we woke up early and get ready to look forwards to all farm. im so lazy state what farm we go to. hehe!

day three,

the last day we're in CH, woke up late and check out on time. head down back to ipoh for lunch. then back to KL. =) i've enjoyed alots in this trip.

Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, and speak without offending.

this is what i have to do everyday. change my lifestyle, change my attitude. getting lost of myself to nowhere. still hope everything is fine and go smooth. =) just be myself !

not in the good mood.

yea, right. having a fight with the boyf.

dont you understand ? all i need is you not anything. i angry cause i need your attention, not argue with you. try to think of these two months, you're getting differently. i dont mind you hang out with your friends, because i will did this too. come to think, one week we only have one day be whole day together. yes, you can balance your time to your friends or family. but how about me ? you dont even have time for me. just only everyday that two hours time before doze off to bed. i just need one simple thing, i need you accompany just for one whole day, not suddenly you've plan in the middle. could you ? even you with me, we're not going out just like other couples do. even we will, just only out for movie and have a meal. do you know, now i have to booking your time then only you give yourself to me. do i have to do that?

you tell me, what should i do ?

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY FOR MYSELF. ♥

wondering how am i celebrate my birthday party ?

heee. yes, im doing pajamas private night party as everyone not any special. so i give out a theme. =)

what's babyV and i plan it ?

babyV booked a service suites located SERI CEMPAKA at PGRM, CHERAS. we check in around 2pm plus. once we get in the room, i was WTF. its different with my other friends previous booked. i love the room alots ! i wish one day, my room can be like this. hmmm...back to topic, baby and i continue do the decoration and bring along my lappy for online. while im doing my stuffs, baby suddenly told me that she went back to car to take something so i dint care her and just nodded only. when she right back, she gimme a BIG SURPRISE ! she present me a bunch of roses. omg ! second time i received flower and a lovely card from her ♥ . i hugged her tightly because i never received like this kind of surprises before. she really did a BIG plan for me. OMG ! no longer captain gaga come over to have a little help. its time for evening, babyV and captain went for take away pizzas. yes, our dinner is pizzas with pajamas on. heee ! while waiting everyone come, we ate the pizzas. ngek ngek ! then i start getting myself ready for the party ! around 8pm plus all my babes and friends is reached. my dear loupos present me a polaroid, mei teng,ah jian and daddy gimme ang pau, my dear sis present me thomas sabo snowflake pendant and my jie mui present me a swarovski mobile charm. thanks everyone that attending my private party and thanks for the present. LOVE YOU GIRLS AND GUYS ! seriously special thanks to my babyV for everything on my this year birthday. i'll NEVER EVER forget my 21st birthday bash 2011 ! ♥♥♥♥♥ ~

getting ready up for rock the party !

present from my dear babyV ♥ LOVESSS ALOTS ALOTS !

♥ babyV and i ♥

♥ my girlfriends ♥

♥ captain, rose and jack ♥

♥ my jie muii and i ♥

♥ herman, me and sis ♥

thanks everyone. LOVESSSSS ♥

♥ of course thanks for teddy to be my guest on that night ♥

♥ babyV, you really gimme everything i wish for. you just precious for me ♥

hello MISS SEPTEMBER ♥ !

its SEPTEMBER ! my favourite month..its been one month i dint blog up what happening on me recently. yeap, im busy for my job and being lazy ass on my off day. haha ! counting down 7 days ~ and its my BIG day. hiak hiak ~ so, what i up to in AUGUST. well, this whole month i been doing healthy activities..swimming, gym-ing and badminton. heee ♥ ! well, nothing to blog out dy. =) ciao !

off day with baby.=)

she bring me out to sg wang and pavilion for little shopping and looked for my early 21st birthday gift as she promised me before. ♥ woke up early done my stuffs and head out. went to sg wang for brunch and do some little shopping sponsor by babyV. haha ! this time our outing have two guest, chloe and rain. hmmm..head to pavilion to get the one i wanted most. firstly, get in to BURBERRY. then, GUCCI and LV. but for me BURBERRY is the choice i wanted. we've get in and out each store and finally i choose BURBERRY but it cost quite expensive. babyV say its okay just for once plus is my 21st birthday gift. hmmm..if baby cant afford for it, i will add my own money for it to get the one i likey. ♥ in the end, babyV manage to pay all up. yeahhh ! thank you babyV for the gift. =) you're giving me alots of memories every moments. at least, babyV say she still can afford buy for it. if she cant, i never let her to buy it. still thanks to chloe to accompany to walk every store even tired. done my handbag and head to LA SENZA for help sis's to get sleepwear and STARBUCKS for a rest.

heading out. yeahhuuu!

in LA SENZA store.

my very first branded and expensive handbag. i have one its enough ♥ i dont care will be out fashion or not, it still a branded. yeah!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY 210611 ❤❤❤❤❤

what great day with my babyV. we woke up around 12pm something and head to breakfast with babyV and sis. then, we back to homey take a rest and baby gonna sent her car to workshop. im get my short nap while babyV is not around. 3pm + babyV dint awake me, im awake ! haha. doll up myself to have a little shopping and dinner with babyV. hiak hiak ! ❤ so,what we brought ? guess it huh ? oh yeah, we have our 2nd time underwear day again. hahaha ! LOL ! XD but, after underwear..i buy babyV a CKJ's belt and she loves it alots ! ❤ we went to BRAUN BUFFEL to buy a wallet too. =) our this year couple wallet. hehe ! finally, we head to dinner at BUBBA GUMP..service and environment not bad. everthing cute and special..treat babyV for dinner and everything as i've promised her that once i get my first salary will do it everything and i did it. ❤ hope she enjoyed the day. =) anyway, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND OUR STORY NEVER HAVE A ENDING. ❤

❤ crazy and lovely couple ❤

our couple wallet ( as baby hate my limited COACH pouch alots. hahaha XD )

a fantastic one year anniversary trip with baby and another four years anniversary couple. =)

day one,

woke up in the early morning, ate our breakfast and head to lcct for our flight. flight delay and we reach bangkok late. cehh. once reached, we have no time to go chaktuchak for some shopping so we went to platinum mall. =) so separate to two groups and walk our own. so what do i bought ? hmm..sure shopping like nobody business. hahaha ! oh yea, we went to mcdonalds to ate the samurai pork burger and i damn miss it now. haha !

the baiyoke boutique and 520 room. =)

day two,

we went to shopping again at centre world to bought some souvenirs for friends and family. i bought alots of NARAYA's handbags. =D

the stuffs of mine. XD

day three,

head to grand palaca and sleeping buddha temple for some visit places as we bankrupt for getting more shopping. haha!

the grand palaca temple. =)

owh, my favourite ice lemon tea. seriously cant without it even im out for trip. haha XD

can guess what is it ? yea, its insect and its fried up. so yucky and i wont try for it. haha.

day four,

last day of the trip. dint visited much places and have a drink at starbucks. in the end, i went for a massage and relaxing for myself. weeeee.

lastly, i wanna say is baby, thank you for this trip. im enjoyed our one year anniversary although in this trip we had our arguement but still i love you in my heart. i hope we will get more trip for coming soon. =) HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO YOU babyV ! LOVESSSSSS !