hey, whatsup here and its SEPTEMBER month. 

here i am again to bloggie up, been stress out from work these few days. everything come in once. im fucked up dy but luckily i have you all the worst thing happen when im fall. yes, its HER again..my babyV. she's the precious for me, she hold me up when im stress and depression. she make me laugh out loud when she's understand my heart dont feel happy. i thought this month will be my lucky month but seems nothing its go smooth. im been stressful and not happy these days. i cant even smile out, even tho its fake smile. but its her who can make my day pass thru. i will told myself not to be like this anymore, i will let her to see my smile everyday ! she's priceless for me, i need her alots in my life. 

im been scrolling people's wedding picture and i dont know why. i can see how happily of them. as i wish to be with her in wedding pictures as well. =) its so sweet and i can imagine it. hee ! how lovely ! as my heart seriously cant without her and i need her in my life so badly. i've never have such a great bf ever. its been 2 years and 3 months. time pass so fast and we have alots sweet and bitter memories we've been thru. no matter what we get thru, we still belongs to each other in heart. i still love you my baby boo ! 

this picture as alot people saying that we like taking wedding photoshoot. LOL !

the truth behind the smile.


been working till stress out and frustated. as i put alot effort in this company and i get nothing at all. damn it. anyway, i still have my patient and see whats will happen next round. nowadays im stress out till my bad temper comes again and i dont know why. i dont feel im being myself. im trying hard to look back myself, where's me ? what can i do? all i get support is from my family and my baby right now. they gave me alot advice when i bloated out my stress. thank you mum and dad as well my baby. thanks for being supportive for me ! i love you all ! but for nowadays, i keep myself quite sometimes. im stress, i've keep. im frustated, i've keep. im focusing alots in this company and i feel they dont appreciate. seriously should i continue this job ? BIG SIGH. just choose the right path i should. =) 

hello! 
im back to here. i know been few months i dint update due my lazyness and busy. since im so free now so i update something for my life whats happening. last 3 weeks went over to taiwan with my babyV and friends. for me and baby its to celebrate our 2 years anniversary. time quite so fast and now we're together for two years..phheww. we still loving and sweet as usual. <3 hmmm..actually i've nothing to update about. just kinda crap here around..but....baby, i still love you alots !!!!!! heee ~

<3

hello to my bloggie.
been ages i dint touch you. =)
what should i post about what happening these few months? 
been busy with my love, my friends, my family and my job. 


for my job,
yea, its a year i worked for this company but i really do enjoy work with them..unfortunately, kinda stress out sometimes but i'll never give up. no matter how people talk about me, i wont care. i will hardworking to achieve what i dream of. i will be a successful person that make you all to proud of me. =) 


for my love, 
you're always my everything in my life. you're the one who important in my heart. you're the only i always care of. you're the one i love the most. <3 i always love you !

for my family,
they getting not to worried about me. i have independence about myself and they saw i have a stable job and able earn money for myself and for family. i love my family more than everything <3


for my beloved friends,
they still as usual, we will hang out when whoever birthday celebration and out for a drink when everyone is free time. <3 i still love them. 


this is only fully happening around me. i will appreciate every moment with them. i love the memories we had together ~ 

late xmas party with my girls.

we celebrate at SERI CEMPAKA SUITES again. i dont have many photos cz all with pamela's sis camera. =) all i have this few. haha ! i took my off day on that day and done everything with friend help out. so let the pictures do the talk. i lazy to post out. haha!

early christmas trip.

we're heading to cameron highlands for our christmas trip. =) how lovely, been ages never been to there since when im childhood with family and now big girl with friends. we been there for 3days 2nights, we rent an apartment for our stay. not bad the place enough for like 10peoples to stay over. hmmmm.

day one,

we head to ipoh for some ipoh famous food and for me is first time to go ipoh.=) the day is sunny and good weather. afterthat, we head to CH, we was wow ! its really so cold up there..time for relaxing for all of us. once reach everyone get everything done and surround our steamboat pot. yum yum ~ we've play till all night long.=)

day two,

we woke up early and get ready to look forwards to all farm. im so lazy state what farm we go to. hehe!

day three,

the last day we're in CH, woke up late and check out on time. head down back to ipoh for lunch. then back to KL. =) i've enjoyed alots in this trip.