sometimes i felt im so stupid. why do i think so, cause i feel it. isit i am ? uurgh ! okay, i admit im stupid ! i hate pushing pushing !

for my life now, i full with my dumb-ness...hahaha. maybe before that, someone that most pampered me alot. she treat me as a princess.i missed that moment. finally, i felt im stupid for leaving. do god let me to return ? hmmm..idk. fyi, i can see my life not like before. i must change my life from now on, i need to work and get a job. i want independant for myself. what am i crapping, i also dont know. hahaha.

recently working as freelancer for two days job only 2hours and get rm120perday at the weld. hohoho ! atleast got $$ to spend,okay. hahaha. having stupid sick now, fever+flu+cough+sorethroat = suffering laaaa. aduii. hmmm..my life still so far so good. =) monday i will be going celebrity fitness for interview. god damn...i dont know whats happening on me ! suddenly go there and get a job...hahahaha. anyway, still looking for job. haha. if not, i seriously out of financial problem. wakakakaka.

i thinking something that i dont expectly..but who cares ? nahhh, no one bah. so, i wont think about it again. seems so stupid laaaaaa karyn lai ! hahaha. just continue my life like this better dy..dont think tooooooooo much !

pamela's 21st birthday bash. for more photos, take a look in my fb. =) we celebrate at cafe berry.

this is siew kuan 20th birthday bash. we celebrate at sucasa nomad apartment. =)